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Smile Like You Mean It

Wed Jul 8, 2009, 11:37 AM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Michael Jackson
  • Reading: Apprentice to Power- Timothy Roderick
  • Watching: N/A
  • Playing: N/A
  • Eating: N/A
  • Drinking: N/A
So, the play is over. Again, thank you to those of you who came and saw the shows. I'm sad because now I have nothing to do until I start work next week (ps- wow, I can't believe I actually start work next week!). I'm trying to keep busy though. I've been reading, going for hour long walks in the evening, continuing cardio/weights and catching up on movie watching and writing reviews (practice for the Fringe I guess hahaha)

The cast party was intense. I had wayyyy too much to drink in order to feel less awkward with my theatre pals. We're not really close....and I chalk that up to me living too far away to be super social or the plain and simple fact that I'm weird and not many people "get" me. It makes it hard to make friends at this age when people don't dig eccentrics you know? Anyway, Michael and I were super drunk off "Rocky Mountain Bear Fuckers" which is essentially Jack Daniels, Southern Comfort and Cuavero (tequilla) all at once. Yeeesh. My brother picked me up at 2:30am and then I was practically bedridden/a zombie on Sunday. There's a reason I don't drink like I used to. I can't handle it like I used to be able to. It was stupid, but when I feel awkward and lonely, I still feel like alcohol will bring out my fun-loving side.....and it does, in a glorious pool of vomit. :S
It IS weird though. I mean, with MY close friends, I'm outgoing, maybe a bit too loud and making people laugh with the oddities that come out of my mouth.....but without them, I often feel like I don't belong at parties and it's why I avoid cast parties like the goddamn plague. Then again, people tend to think just because you don't like to party, you're a bitch or you're like the Appendix of the group (you know, useless?) so I went....and really, besides a few people, I don't think anyone would have cared if I did or not.
I did, however, receive a really nice clock from the production team (set to half-past 8pm ;)) and a letter full of praise about how amazing I was etc etc. Yeeeesh. Complements. I hates them. They make me feel weird. I was told so many times that I "Stole the show" and that I had incredible facial expressions....and I was like..."I was just acting...?" hahaha
Ohhh well. Regardless, I had fun until I was sick.


I went to the doctors today for my TB test and for a check up. I destroyed my feet in RUNNING shoes guys. Frig!!! The backs of my big toes are just destroyed from the 2 days of long walks in a row. I feel freakin' crippled. I've damaged my shins by walking on uneven concrete (and I remember that happened in NYC too!!! Gah!) I am so sore...and I wasn't expecting that to happen at all considering all the cardio I've been doing :(
I have also been getting SUPER intense migraines lately. I've had 3 in the last week and a half. Yesterday I threw up all over the walking path because one came on really suddenly. It didn't leave me until like 11am today and I was in bed sick all night long. My doctor put me on some sort of medicine called Torvol or something. If they don't help, I may have to get some scans done :(
BUT on the happier side of things, I had my old capris taken in 6 inches and I finally got all my bloodwork done for my thyroid. I'm a slacker. hahaha If I have an underactive thyroid, it could explain a LOT (especially the ever-present need for hours and hours of sleep).
I'll get myself figured out. One day :P
OH! and Theatre Aquarius is hiring box office staff (part time), so I definitely applied. Mmmmm. Theatre. Why are you my true love? hahaha I'm thinking if I don't get the ivy anklet tattoo, I may get the drama masks somewhere on my body. Equally significant. :)

Social goodness is coming up too. BBQ's, surprise parties, themed parties and roadtrips. It'll be nice to finally have money of my own come August. Exciting eh? hah.
xo

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  • Current Residence: Hamilton, ON
  • Interests: Wicca, Singing, Musicals, Movies, History, English, Theatre/Film, Mythologies, LOTR and randomness
  • Favourite movie: It'd be unfair to list them all.
  • Favourite band or musician: Sarah Slean, Genesis, Peter Gabriel, Regina Spektor, Joshua Radin, etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Eclectic...the best kind of genre :P
  • Favourite artist: Alan Lee, Tim Burton, Frank Miller
  • Favourite poet or writer: Emily Dickinson, Stephanie Meyer, J.R.R. Tolkien, Oscar Wilde, Lewis Carroll, Frank Miller
  • Favourite style of art: The strange and unusual
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano (Silver and sassy!)
  • Shell of choice: White Cowries
  • Skin of choice: *strokes arm*
  • Favourite game: Chess, Monopoly
  • Personal Quote: To live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else.- Emily Dickinson
  • Tools of the Trade: Your run-of-the-mill basics and my handy Canon Power Shot

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